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I have become my own version of an optimist. If I can't make it through one door, I'll go through another door - or I'll make a door. Something terrific will come no matter how dark the present.

Rabindranath Tagore



I sit and ponder the whole 2012 phantasmagoria. What’s going to happen to the world we have become so comfortable on? What scares me most is that reality is often much as horrific as we image it will be. I watched one of the documentaries someone made about the apocalyptic ends that wiped out most of the life on the planet so long ago. We know it’s happen before its there in the fossil record, people have been digging those facts out of the ground for as long as we can remember. I hung on every word the so called experts said about the how and why of it all. I figure they worked so hard, spend in their lives gathering all that information and being ridiculed by their peers the least I could do was pay attention for a little why. It’s not like I had anything better to do. The graphics were pretty good., in one reenactment they showed early humans being knocked down by some kind of blast; and their struggles to survive in a world with very little light and heat, starving in a now waste land that had once been their home.

A few days ago a friend got me to watch a movie called The Road; it was a darkly beautiful movie. The movie was the tale of a man and his young son trying to make it in a post apocalyptic world. Fear of starvation and cannibal’s way equally on their minds. The man’s wife and mother of his child killed herself after begging him for years to form a suicide pact. She removed most of her clothes and walked out into the freezing night. In the movie the man states “The coldness of it was her finial gift, she died in the dark “. The love he had for his son is what kept him going. That precious young life was his responsibility and he gave it every thing he had to protect the boy and teach him to be a good man. I loved the way the movie ends, in some ways your left hanging but they leave you with a sense of hope.

Here in this day and time with our many wonders staring us in the face and laying in the palms of our hands. Do we have what it takes to make it though another one? Have we not become soft in our age of glory? I myself am sitting in the middle of my big soft bed with the ac blowing full blast and a movie in the DVD player typing this. I’ve seen on TV the bunkers full of seeds and genetic samples of various animals they have stashed so we can rebuild. Just because they built it doesn’t mean it will make it through what ever happens. Many people believe that nothing of any real interest will happen, that everyone is making a mountain out of a mole hill. Only time will tell if the 2012 thing is going to be pernicious, and as I image the debates will continue. Nostradamus as well as the Mayans gave people at a lot of ammunition for said debates. Hell the Mayans even built a special place to watch it happen. If has been happening every 65 million years, does this mean our time is up or that its time to get it together, survival if the fittest boys and girls? Do you think you have what it takes to make it?

Aristotle said .... Men regard it as their right to return evil for evil and, if they cannot, feel they have lost their liberty.





There are times I hang my head in shame when I step back and look at our species. We have such real Potential. I truly believe that the only limit to the human mind is the one we ourselves place on it. To whomever is bored enough to read this. Please understand I bear no one ill will. I find it sad when that we are so obsessed with death and carnage. Its one thing to accept the darker and baser side of our natures. And another to give ourselves permission to wallow in it. I love horror movies, and I study serial killers. I accept my dark side. But I can not begin to condone the pain and loss of life. I watch the movies yes, but i don't buy them, or rent them ( for those smart a**es reading this). I read on one of the forum threads about how they were fans of murder. Go for it, do your thing. I don't judge.



People blame their parents, society, media whatever. But in the end it always comes back to free will. Those who chose to kill. And those who chose to kill the killer. At what point does 2 wrongs make a right. Apparently its whenever we feel like it. If you want to take the legal way, just trot on down and get and get act of congress to give you the go ahead. If you want a faster route river guns are easy to find and cheap to buy.



If we forget the past we will be doomed to repeat it, but its the past; we need to stop living there. The blood has dried, smells probably gone. I've never told anyone to get over anything. We accept things in our own time and our own ways. If we don't get somethings figured out all this eye for an eye stuff is going to leave us all blind to the world we have created for ourselves. Won't we be proud then...... No more eye witness

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LibidinousLuke
08:29 Aug 17 2011

Well said.



And if all the armies were rededicated to building schools, farms water projects, etc., we could wipe out hunger.



As individuals we can be intelligent creatures. But in groups we seem fairly stupid.

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The marvelous richness of human experience would lose something of rewarding joy if there were no limitations to overcome. The hilltop hour would not be half so wonderful if there were no dark valleys to traverse.

Helen Keller



They say we are all purified by suffering, they say the gods never give us more then we can handle. I want to know who this They are. I'd love to give them a good kick in the nuts. Pain is inevitable in life, it in fact begins with it does it not. Sex... its hurts sooo good right lol. Then on though life you go meeting each mile stone with some kind of pain. Trauma after trauma plow through the lives of many. To be one of the blissful who have blinders on to life. Don't get me wrong, I know there is all kinds of beauty in life. I have tasted the hilltop hour, and those were the sweetest moments of my life and I will never regret the pain I went through to get to those moments. And I truly believe that there will be more of those moments to come.

Life is a journey right full of dark valleys, and creepy old forest,. One things that gets a lot of us by is the fact that there are just as many places of light for us to take harbor in. My questions are why would so many fight against the darkness? Why fight against the light? One thing I wont argue with is you can not have one without the other.

I bath in the light. I feel cradled by the dark. I make my home is the shadows. Not because I fear the dark and crave light. But because that is where I choose to be. I am a witch by birth, a wiccan by choice. Am I a vampire yes. As to what kind, that is now and will always be between me the gods and of course to my prey. More to come at a later date.............. Blessed Be